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S P E E C H L E S S .

Hmms , wak-ed up play-ed Nerdms with Anson Laogong and my new Daddy lols .
Rob daddy ! (: .
From Mexico o.o .
The first thing i thought of was H1N1 LOL ;x .
No offence uh ,
But hes rich in Nerdms lols .
Spend-ed my money and his money to spam anegos x.x .
Spend until very violent , from 40 plus bil to 10 plus bil only , where 1mil is only for 1 anego .
Hmm , after that , wait-ed for Yujun's call as we were going to Amk Hub .
Michelle and Yujun came my house first o.o .
Something funny happened uh .
I was walking to my room then Yujun also came in with her drink and her cheese .
Then i turn-ed back and that time i was taking my clothes with the hanger .
Then the clothes bang until her cheese .
Then she shouted 'My Cheese !'
Then i shouted 'My Clothes !'
Then i keep saying sorry cause i saw a hole in her cheese , then i thought is my clothes bang until like that de .
But the truth was she bit-ed one bite le LOL .
Then went Amk (: .
Then when we were scanning our car to go out , we saw one funny uncle lols .
He scann-ed his card and normally we scan with our right hand and go to the right side rights ?
But this uncle , scann-ed with his left hand and went to the right side , wrong side le LOL .
Then the right side door never open but his left side door was open-ed ,
Then only me and Yujun saw , then we was like bearing our laughs .
LOL .
Then i cant bear le , then suddenly let out a 'POOT' sound LOL .
Then keep laughing like mad .
Then the uncle like damn paiseh , jiu walk fastfast down the escalator le hahs ;x .
Wait-ed for Peiwen and Teq to come , as they went to meet a blogshop owner just now .
After that . went to buy Mango Snow Ice ! (: .
Highly recommend-ed to all ! ;D .
Its at the basement uh (: .
Yujun treat-ed me eat , yays !
Thanks laogong , love ya lots ;D .
Went to arcade play PIUPIU ;D .
Pump It Up yeahs xD .
The five arrow de DDR .
Play-ed two times and basketball-ed (: .
Was venting my anger at that time , also dontknow why the score like higher than i took before lols .
After that , went my house take Michelle's phone as she left it at my house .
Watch-ed awhile of channel 8 de show then went back Sp .
Went walkwalk , slackslack and so on untill 10plus .
Then onlin-ed until 1plus kena nagg-ed by parents , so those who i chatt-ed on msn till halfway zao de , very very S O R R Y uh .
Didnt mean it , tried very hard to continue our convers le , even shout-ed at mum and dad ;x .
Sorry mum and dad , didnt mean that .
Was feeling mood-less that time ;x .
Many things happen-ed today ..
Self-abused and cried myself to sleep , but doesnt work .
Didnt know what to do le .
Kept myself awak-ed whole night , really didnt sleep a wink .
Thought of the times we spend-ed together , was really happy .
You bought joy , as well as sadness to my life , but the joy was more i guess ?
I hope you really wasnt that kind of person which i think you were .
Quarrell-ed so many times , was really quite tired ..
And this time was over stupid stuffs and stupid people ..
Im really veryveryvery tired .
I know everyone had their problems , including you too .
I , myself also had problems .
I didnt tell you 'these' as i think it will be a burden to you and i didnt wish you will worry for me .
Well , now i guess you wouldnt care about my problems and stuffs like that le ba , i wont blame you .
I know its also my fault not to tell you 'these' earlier ..
S O R R Y .
I know you wont accept my apology as you are tired of hearing it , but really really very Sorry .
You everytime say my sisters were more important than you , but you think ..
You think carefully uh , is your brothers more important or i more important to you ?
Did you ask yourself this question before ?
I ask-ed myself , and i clearly know the answer that , YOU are more IMPORTANT than my sisters to me !
I only want-ed an honest answer from you , i wont blame you .
And now , we were going to Escape le , and you want-ed to settle the problems now than going to Escape first .
Did you thought of my feelings ?
I wait-ed for quite long , we can go together le , as last time was not counted .
But you make my dreams dash-ed .
Ihateyou , but at the same time , you making me more love you .
I really didnt mean to say all this , i also dontknow whats wrong le .
'These' problems had make me gone crazy ~.~ .
And i really want-ed to know your answer to my questions .
'Do you trust me or trust him ?'
I really hope i can find the answer but i really cant find it , i want you to answer me yourself .
I know you want-ed to find out the truth first , but i ask you now uh , you trust me more or you trust him more ?
And i also dontknow whats wrong with you , like my friend said , you actually want-ed to be a guy whos snatching your girlf away to be your friend ?!
You even apologiz-ed to him also ?
What for ? .___. .
I just cant believe it ..
Tell me its not true luhs .
Haiis , forget it ..
Im speechless now , totally S P E E C H L E S S .
I hope you would explain clearly to me whats happen-ing .
And i know you wont go for today's trip le , so takecares .
Hmm , wak-ed up at 6plus today , not count-ed as wake as i didnt even sleep ?
Felt like sleeping , but didnt know why i cant fall asleep .

Hmm , kay luhs , got to prepare for Escape's things , byes .

With luvz.
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