奕轩's♥

I guessed nothing would salvage the current situation.

Hmm, everything did change, i also dont know what exactly happened to us.
If you really think that i went out with her was more fun than i went out with you all, think twice.
I placed your in my heart first, treat her like a shit, but you all didnt realise, you all only think that i went out with her and i enjoyed it.
You all did want go arcade, kay, fine, perhaps i gave your attitude, i know my attitude sucks.
I know you all did tolerate with this sucky and shitty attitude of mine, and i truely appreciated it.
You all did not want to go Chambers, thats why i didnt tell you all, cause i know you all wont go.
Im not angry or whatever shit with you all, cause i know you all didnt like it.
Just like the way you all know i dont like arcade and didnt tell me if you all really wanted to go.
Yeah, i know she landed us into troubles times and times again, i ask you luhs, if she keep come to irritate you asking where you were, going where later.
You sure will find it irritating right, just like the same, i felt it irritating too.
I didnt want her to follow at all, i rather go myself then calling her go, but please luhs, you should understand.
You said i did not like her, yes i really fuucking dont like her.
Thats why i choose to go home with Calin without telling.
I didnt contact Peiwen cause i knew she would be with her.
If i contact her, you should know what will happen.
If all these you dont believe, go ask Calin.
She understand my feelings and help me ran away from her.
Cause she didnt like her either.
We all dont like her, who does?
If you think i did, im speechless.
You all are closer to me than her.
But if you all really think that, im disappointed.
I didnt reply you all cause i was in Chambers.
I read the msg, but forgotten to reply.
You know i would forget replying if im playing comp rights.
If only after 1 fuucking day being with her let you know what i've chose, i have nothing more to say.
Really disappointed in our friendship, i treated you as real sisters and these were what you all gave me.
I didnt know what to say anymore.
Its just a misunderstanding and its tearing us apart.
Perhaps, nothing could salvage the current situation now.
Since you said that, i guess that's really the end.
Thanks for these days.

With luvz.
@ 5:57 PM