Sigh. Something big happened today. Yeah, i didn't went to school. I've half regretted & half didn't. If i went to school, i wouldn't have heard what i did not wish to hear at all. But if i didn't went to school, i wouldn't have the time to accompany him. Yeah, im beating around the bush, idk what im talking now. I wanna remain everything the same, im not changing anything. I know someday, we would still be back together, right? I wished.
Perhaps, our love wasn't strong enough to give you confidence in me & yourself. Perhaps, to you this was the best solution, but it wasn't to me. Perhaps, you think that leaving me would not hurt me, but you're wrong. Extremely wrong. Till now, i then realised how important you are to me, but its too late, isn't it. Nothing can change anything now. You're gone from me, & you won't come back anymore. Its always like this, whenever im serious about it, its gone. Because of you, I trust the word 'Forever'. Because of you, i learnt the word 'Love'. You entered my life, stole my heart, & leave me bleeding inside. I'll wait for you, i swear.
My heart's crying. (U)
With luvz.
@ 8:45 AM
